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my love life

15 Jul

The worst question you can ask me is : So how is your love life ?

I’m so ashamed, but in 3 weeks I will be 22 and I never have been kissed by a guy. A lot of person ask me how my love life, how many boyfriend I had. I always answer a big fat lie ; oh you know I never have got into a serious relationship. Some persons that were close to me even thought that I was a lesbian. My mom and some other persons around me know all about the different boys that I liked.

At 22, I’m making a late entrance in the dating market and I can be seen as a weirdo. I’m so afraid to be judge, that’s the only thing that does annoy me but honestly, I’m not sad because I never had a boyfriend.

Why I never had one ? Well first since high school, kids would make fun of me and the only friends that I had were girls. I was so shy to be around boys. Then during my college years, well I had no life and never went to a single party. I don’t go out. So I can blame myself for the situation.

 Right now as July 15, 2011, I would like to be in a relationship but I’m  so scare. I am so afraid to tell a guy that I never kissed anyone and that I’m a virgin. Also, I always think about getting a job, I don’t have a lot of money so I think I could be in a relationship at this moment but I hope it happen soon.

I don’t want to be alone all my life, I want to get married and have kids.


Just as you are

15 Jun


Mark Darcy: I don’t think you’re an idiot at all. I mean, there are elements

of the ridiculous about you. Your mother’s pretty interesting. And

 you really are an appallingly bad public speaker. And,

um, you tend to let whatever’s in your head come out

of your mouth without much consideration of the consequences…

But the thing is, um, what I’m trying to say, very inarticulately,

is that, um, in fact, perhaps despite appearances,

I like you, very much. Just as you are. -From the Bridget Jones Diary- Continue reading